Tag Archives: depressive

Cumbersome

Posted on November 24, 2011 by

What do you do when you cannot reconcile the opinions people have of you based on others judgements and stories? I have been diagnosed as mentally ill since my late 20′s, I am now in my mid 40′s. However, not … Continue reading →

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Depressive Day

Posted on April 17, 2011 by

I found myself on my bedroom floor today. Staring at the ceiling, feeling hopeless, helpless and isolated. I laid there for a long time with too many thoughts and emotions provoking my already slippery judgment into further jeopardy.  I needed … Continue reading →

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Yesterday

Posted on September 26, 2010 by

Yesterday was a dark day. More than once I would sit on my back porch wrapped in a blanket, knees to my chest, looking down. Always down. At the grass; at my toes. Watching my tears drop, leaving dark star … Continue reading →

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Summer Time

Posted on August 18, 2010 by

This time of year is always difficult for me. When other parents are overjoyed with the thought of their kids going back to school after a long summer, I am gloomy. The first day of school, in local diners you … Continue reading →

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Ecstasy – perfect adjective to describe my mania

Posted on March 16, 2010 by

Ecstasy: To Stand Outside The Ordinary Self. I am Bipolar and the term Ecstasy is for me the perfect adjective to describe my mania. The boring, dull, ugly, inhibited, ordinary me whimpers away. While the charming, beautiful, uninhibited, extraordinary me … Continue reading →

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