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Being Me

Posted on October 22, 2010 by

I want someone to hold me tight. Wrap their arms around me, cradle my head in their hands, let me bury my face in their chest so that I can scream and cry and sob and let myself be who I really am. I’m tired of holding it in. Exhausted of the facade I portray. Continue reading →

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Obsessive Thinking

Posted on July 6, 2010 by

I haven’t written for a while. I have been too busy obsessively thinking about writing. The resulting anxiety has been enough to keep me away. I have obsessional neurosis which is an obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) where obsessive thinking predominates without … Continue reading →

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Fight or Flight

Posted on June 19, 2010 by

Every evening for the past week or so I become restless and uneasy. I’ll suddenly have palpitations and will leap to an upright position on the couch if I am laying down or if I am sitting, immediately spring to … Continue reading →

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To Be Flattered or Mortified

Posted on March 17, 2010 by

Today at work I was awarded first place for best pole dancing. No, I do not work at a strip club. I work for an internet advertising agency. Let’s rewind to December 31, 2009. That day the office was empty … Continue reading →

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